You Are Not Alone

Assalamualaikum...



Malam tadi, sofia tengok tv2..citer ibu mertuaku..dulu, sofia tak suka sangat tengok citer P.Ramlee yang sedih-sedih ni..terutama tuh la..citer ibu mertuaku..tapi, sekarang sofia tengok..sebab sofia rasa macam mana rasanya bila kite tetibe terpaksa terima kehilangan orang yang kita sayang..

Macam cerita P.Ramlee tuh, saat bahagia..tetibe terpakse terima keadaan bahawa isterinya telah pun meninggal dunia (walaupun sebenarnya isteri die tak pun meninggal dunia..kat situ ade kurang logik sikit la)..memang sakit..betul-betul sakit yang tak dapat nak luahkan rasanya..rasa tuh terpendam dalam diri..dalam dada untuk selamanya..peritnya..Ya Allah..tak dapat nak digambarkan dengan kata-kata..

Lagi la bila dengar lagu-lagu dalam cerita tuh..subhanallah..sedih sangat..terutama waktu P.Ramlee buat show time die dah buta..time tuh ex-wife die pun ade tengok show die..memang sedih sangat lirik die..

"..ku pandang kiri..ku pandang kanan..dikau tiada.."

Sampai bila agaknya mampu sofia bertahan dengan keadaan macam ni...

Bila nak pegi keje pagi tadi, dengar pulak lagu MJ, You Are Not Alone..waktu MJ meninggal dunia..time ade buat live untuk pengebumian MJ, waktu anak die yang perempuan ada bagi ucapan tuh..menitis air mata nih dengar apa yang anak die cakap..yelah, anak yang amat rapat dengan ayahnya sure akan rasa loss bila tetibe ayah die meninggal..kehilangan sesuatu yang tiba-tiba nih, memang perit untuk ditelan..tapi, itulah hakikat..kena telan juga..

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

you are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...
Not alone ohh
You are not alone
You are not alone
Say it again
You are not alone
You are not alone
Not alone, Not alone
If you just reach out for me girl
In the morning, in the evening
Not alone, not alone
You and me not alone
Oh together together
Not not being alone
Not not being alone

Sofia berharap sangat dan sofia tak akan berhenti berdoa untuk terus bersama dengan suami sofia..